Five More Days.
Thursday, June 4, 2009 5:06 PM
I kind of have mixed emotions about it I guess, I'm kind of happy to get out cause well I haven't been having a crappy couple of months and I think I need a break, seriouslyy.
But it's also really heartbreaking because I like being a freshman.
Plus, I know that next years so many things will change, for the bad, or for the good.
I just don't want to end up the girl saying, "That person over there used to be like my best friend."
Hopefully, I will not find myself saying things like that, really.
Well I have summer school anyway, but I won't know anybody mann cause I'm taking Earth Science AFTER biology because my counselor is a jerk slash wacko.
Anywho, I talked to my mom about trying to get out of the country this summer, maybe like a week long vacation there.
But, I don't know it seems like it's becoming less of a reality for me, mostly because my family is like not very wealthy(;
However (too many essays), I think that it's good that I am not able to go traveling to places I really want to go to.
That's because when I actually get there it's going to feel much more of an honor and I'll be more grateful than others might be when they get there.
It's just that most people don't consider that it's SO amazing that they're there in another country, I mean planes didn't exist back then, so they probably couldn't cross this huge distance without suffering. I mean it's a HUGE deal to me.
That's how I feel about museums too, I love them, along with art galleries, I love trying to figure out the meaning behind the painting. Like how you can see an entire canvas painted green, but still feel something, isn't that amazing?
I really want to go to a live orchestra soon, I feel like it would be so much fun.
I mean I love classic music. It's so astounding how classic music is so much more stronger in message and emotion, than those crappy rap songs on the radio where their words all consist of drugs and sex.
haha I think I'm sucha dork.
Anyway, I got these really cute shoes, I was trying to find the brown ones but I couldn't.
I'm going to wear them on the last day of school yay(:
But they're like SUPER high, and I hate that so badd. But I love the front plus it was only $5 but it great quality, how could I pass that up?
So that's about it, I'll try and blog more often :D.
Byee.
-GUHRACEE.
P.S. Rachel Yamagata- Be Be Your Love
breathtaking song guys.