Saturday, April 25, 2009 9:22 PM
BLOGGING TIME YEEH.
Omg today was like THE probably best day in my life.
I went to my friend's Quincinera (hope I spelled that right) with my super girly dress lol.
At first I was so super awkward with everyone, cause I knew them, but it's been so long, so it was like super wierdd.
But my friend Jackie, literally looked like a princess, like Cinderella! She's gotta be the prettiest girl alive(: Not only that, but she was the first person that made me feel like trusting people was actually okay. In the beginning it was really hard for me to trust people, but she always listened to me, and gave me advice, and everything I told her, always stayed between me and her. Anybody, is really lucky to meet her, I hope to still be friends with you when I'm 110 (if i even live that long haha).
Anywho, I danced to like Mexican music, it was so fiesta-ish(:
At first I was just like how do I dance to this?
So then I went to the DJ (who was only fluent in Spanish, but how was I supposed to know?) and I requested Boom Boom Pow, and then he was like okayy.
And then the next song that plays is this like Spanish song with the words Boom Boom Pow in it lol.
I was like ehh good enough x].
But the DJ was so baby cute, like he was like a grandpa, and he was so funny.
The atmosphere was so different than Sadies.
Sadies was like all dirty and stuff haha, but her party was so cute and lively.
I got close to girls I really didn't like when I actually lived there, so weirdd, but co0l[:
I'm so happy right now, my mood is really jumpy and like I'm listening to Taking Back Sunday- Falling for You and the song is so good, and like I was jumping up & down on my bed screaming this song, and my mom was like "STFU!"
haha.
Anywho, so my bestest guy friend, Tim, I saw him again and I was so happy.
In the beginning I was like super shy, I don't even know why since we talk like everyday on the phone.
His dancing was so cute! xD.
Yeah it was really good seeing his BUFFness in person lol (you heard me Tim).
I'm really glad I met a guy like you, sweet, funny, outgoing, honest, and charasmatic, you're all in onee! I also, hope to be friends with you when I'm 110(: Plus, one thing I really do love about you is you never judge, and you're super caring. I hope you get really concieted one day, because you know what? You deserve to be :D.
It was refreshing seeing Riverside people, there, no joke, I guess it's because Rowland is different, or maybe high school in general is just different.
People say they're not judgemental, not criticizing, not jerks. But they turn out to be exactly who I think they would be, those are the kind of people that made me close up in my trust department. Do they think they feel better by tearing others down?
Hurting other people's feelings is unacceptable, where do you get the nerve to say something that could give someone pain? Well that's sick, and they better know it too. Even if it's a joke, if the other person isn't laughing, it's not funny.
Whoa, I'm getting all heated up, lol how did my mood go from that to this?
It's just that when I talk about it, I feel so defensive against people who are just victimized by bullies.
I mean no doubt, I am also judgmental, but I try really hard not to be, so that I can put myself in their shoes. I'm SO far from perfect, but even if I'm not I know I have to be very cautious about some of the things I say and do.
I mean even some of my friends pick on this one guy (I barely know him, but still) in my English class. And I really wish they wouldn't, you never know, he could be smiling on the outside but not on the inside.
You know, they say he's weird and such and such, but you know what, everyone's weird, who are we to judge him? Who are we to say he's this and that? People who are like that so desperately need to listen to the song:
Superchick- Hero
The lyrics are so meaningful and true.
Okay I'm going to go back to my happy mode, but please take in consideration what I said.
So anyway, I hope everyone else's Saturday was just as good as mine!
I gotta take a shower, I'm like sticky from all the dancing (gross!)
I seriously wish every day was like this.
Thanks for reading this VERY long blog haha.
You're the bestt!~
-Guhracee.
P.S. Lol my blog is so preachy this time
P.P.S. Do you like LOVE my new song or whatt?