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Is totally gorgeous, is she not?

Let's dance in style let's dance for a while,
Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies,
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst,
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not?

Let us die on let us live forever,
Don't have the power but we never say never,
Sitting in the sandpit life is a short trip,
Music's for the sad man

Can you imagine when this race is run,
Turning up our faces into the sun,
Praising our leaders getting in tune,
Music's played by the mad man

Forever young, I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever forever,
Forever young, I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever

Some are like water Some are like the heat,
Some are melodies Some are the beat,
Sooner or later they'll all be gone,
Why don't they stay on?
It's hard to get without a cause,
I don't want to perish like a fading voice,
Youth is like diamonds in the sun,
And diamonds are forever,
So many adventures couldn't happened today,
So many songs that we forgot to play,
So many dreams swimming out in the blue,
Let them come true
Forever young I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever
Forever young, I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever
Forever young, I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever
Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever...

Yes, I know it's not a word.

Well, I haven't updated in what feels like at least six months.

Well thankfully finals are over(:

My life has been so boring nowadays and just packed with school.

Well at least there are like so many good movies coming out, that's pretty exciting.

Like 'Remember Me', that's like completely my kind of movie!

Yay, I'm watching 'Dear John' with Alex Tapang and maybe others, it's like the ultimate chick flick.

Probably the only chick flicks I actually truly enjoyed was like '500 Days of Summer' (which could also be passed as a guy flick too), 'A Walk To Remember', 'The Notebook', and 'Dear John'.

I read the book of 'Dear John', the ending gave me goosebumps, it's an amazing book.

The reason why it's such a good book is because it's not only about a love story between John and Savannah, it's also about overcoming the hardships that come with enlisting in the army.
So guys, there's a lot more depth to it than just boy meets girl!

But you know what the best book is?

THE CATCHER IN THE RYE.

Usually I really like books until I found out school is making us read them too.

So I'm really glad I read that book before I realized it was a book that had to be read for school.

I love the whole idea that people around him are all "phonies" and that in a way we're all somehow the same.

Omg this entry is so boring right?

Sorry, it's just how I am right now--> boring, lol.

But you know what hasn't changed?

My music taste!

I've been listening to Elliott Smith these days and his music is awe-inspiring.

Anywho, I'm looking forward to the days to come!

I'm getting my permit sometime this month.

I just had my certificate of Drivers Ed completion mailed to me a couple of days ago, therefore, six more months and I get my license!!

The sad part is that I get it like after the summer is over, so that sucks.

But I get it in the beginning of JUNIOR YEAR!
Wo0t(:

I REALLY WANT A '90 Jeep Wrangler or a 1980 SL Mercedes.
Hopefully my parents will be gracious enough to get it for me!

So yeah, anyways that's about itt.

Thanks for reading!

<3,

G-G-Guhracee.

Woww I haven't updated in forever!

You know when so many things happen at once that you're so overwhelmed that you can't even like find the time to write it all down?

So anyways, I GOT MY NEW ROLLING STONES VINYL RECORDD!!!

That's rightt, be jealous. Actually you probably aren't but I can have my moment can't I?
I finally met someone who shares that same love for antique things, we go thrift shopping and everything, it's seriously wonderfull.

Besides that, I feel like my blogs have been too emo these days so for once I'm going to blog when I'm feeling pretty awesome.

So I am now at the age where I can get my permit now, hooray!
So my dream cars are:

-1967 Black Impala
-1987 Grand National
-1986 Mercedes SL
-2003 Jeep Wrangler

So yeahh, but from the money issues right now, I'm probably looking at a used 1986 Mercedes, which I totally love.
But like I seriously LOVE cars that are really beat down and look like they're going to just die on you any second, maybe I should go find a car around the garbage places(:

Anywho, my mom looked sad when I showed her how excited I was to drive, she thinks I'm like never going to go home or something, which is semi-untrue. Sure I'll go out a lot, I mean, I'm tired of asking my friends for rides, it's so annoying!

So todayy, I am going to make Stacy Tam a CD of my music I'm obsessed with, while she does the same for songs she loves (John Mayer of course).
She'll probably hate my music, but oh well :D

I realized that all my song artists have the same feel, I mean Fleet Foxes, The National, The Shins, Sea Wolf, they all have individual spices, but eventually go in the same pot.
I'm a lyrics junkie so yeahh haha.

You know what else?

I had an epiphany.
It makes me really sad that technology is getting too developed.
Seriously people, why are you taking the nature out of everything :[
Yes I love my phone and everything, but what ever happened to writing letters?
I hate e-mails, send me one and I won't read it, I want a genuine hand-written letter.
I mean doesn't that just scream out more meaning?
New technology is so confusing!!
All my friends say, "Oh my God, you're like a grandma trapped in a teenager's body."
haha.

Anywho, I watched Across The Universe yesterday, it's amazingg, every one has got to see it!!

Mmkays well thanks for reading<3.

Wow this blog jumped all over the place.

:]

-Grace Han

I want to grow up and drive.

I want to grow up and go to college.

I want to grow up and get a job.

I want to grow up and get married.

I want to grow up and have kids.

I want to do this, I want to do that.

Well, what if we never even live long enough to see that day?

I was thinking today, accidents happen, all the time really, maybe not to you, but definitely to the people around you.

When you're happy someone out there is hurting, they may even be sitting right next to you in math class, or chem, or wherever else you go.

We need to reach out to those people and really pay attention to what's going on around us.

While I am thinking about what I'm going to wear today, somebody somewhere else in the world could be thinking that their life is miserable, and as of today they want to end it.
I just realized I spend way too much time on a lot of things that don't truly matter.


People say all the time, "Cherish your life," or "Live your life to the fullest."

I mean has anybody really thought about it?

I or anybody could die today, tomorrow, a week from now, or a month from now.

I myself always said my life is going to go by so slow, I can't wait to be this or I can't wait to do that.
But realized that I could end up not being to do any of those things and my life is going to pass me by really fast.

So instead of always looking forward and hoping to be this or that, I want to just become who I've always wanted to be right now.

I spend too much time seeing the future, and what I hope to see in myself someday, why not prove I can do it today?

Why not go crazy right now?
Why not tell the people I love that I love them right now?
Why not go out and just have fun right now?
Why not reach out to somebody, anybody right now?
Why not check up on people or family right now?

You may not get a chance to do that again.

The questions and things we say should not be:
Someday I want to be _______.

But instead:

I am going to be __________ right now.


Filling in that blank is up to you.

"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well, yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more, perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless."

My sketches are up now.

I was so iffy about this, cause most of them I'm very ehh about lol. But I don't know, I decided to be bold and take a risk and just post them up without thinking twice!

Anywho, today was a pretty good day, even though I totally bombed my AP Euro essay.
Then again, everyone else I know didn't do that well either which made me feel a little better(;. Not to mention my Chem test was effing hard too, so retarded!

Oh yeah! So I went at lunch to get tutoring for my chem test cause I had the test two periods after. I was like the first person in the classroom and he ends up taking up like 20 minutes on some girl, who didn't memorize the kilo, hecto, etc. It's like wtf, that was HER responsibility to learn that, not the teacher's, but the sad thing was he took forever explaining that to her, even though there's all this info on it on a worksheet he gave us, I was so pissed. So then after, all these other people come in and he doesn't give any of us individual time, he just bullshits everyone else.
WHAT. THE. HELL.

anyway(:
I'm going to be so busy now with all the volunteer jobs I am taking. I don't mind helping out but it's just I already have like a busy schedule, and squeezing away so much of the time I have sucks. So I volunteered at a hospital, then I have to take care of my special needs kids, then I have to babysit ALL the little boys at my church, and trust me they are FAR from calm.

But I guess I don't mind, I find happiness in busy-ness sometimes(:

Oh and I'm dying my hair back to ALL red! Hooray!

Okay I think that's all for now bye!

eminem is a genius.

so random, but it's true, some of the lyrics he comes up with is so good that it's ridiculous.

Anywho, I watched The Crow some days ago, it's a 1993 movie, you know how me and oldies are haha.

But it's a really wonderful movie, I wasn't expecting it to be that great.

I love movies that are rather dark, but somehow give out a real message in some twisted way.
That's why I love Fight Club so much.

Anywho, so I made a serious decision from a month back.

I'm definitely going to adopt a child, whether they're a boy or a girl, white, black or asian, I'm going to do it.

I mean I've always considered it but never truly put some thought into it.

It's going to very hard, and I'm aware but I'm still up for it 100%.

Of course I know that I'm still incredibly young, and have a lot of time to think about it, but I do believe my decisions now can follow up to my future.

I'm tired of adults thinking that teenagers are not capable of making a difference, or changing the world, we are just as capable as them.
This issue comes up a lot in Korean culture, if you're young, you automatically don't get a say in things because you 'don't know any better'.

Yeah right.

Just because some teenagers are known to do some stupid shit, doesn't mean every single one of us is like that too.

Anywho, I just realized that this blog doesn't have a real core of purpose ahha, I'm just writing down all the things that are going through my head(:

Well, school is coming up soon.

I wore jeans all the time last year, but I'm all about stockings this year haha, colored ones, yeeh :D

Sophomore year is gonna be awesome, I can feel it in my bones!

I'm going to go now, wow I updated a day after, that's awesome, I'm proud of myself!

Okay well bye<3.


I'm outt;